I awoke from a nightmare last night and couldnt move my body as hard as I tryed. Me legs and arms felt like they were paralyzed, and my vision was very blurred...i couldnt lift myself up from my bed which is such a scarey feeling...It took me about a minute to get out of that state before getting back to normal. This is one of the few side effects that sometimes occur when I'm lucid dreaming.
I can't recall the whole nightmare before I woke up, just the end where I relized I was dreaming. I was in the living room of the house I stay at when going to college. I was just sitting on the couch when I heard my dog barking from my bedroom. I got off the couch and started walking to my room and then stopped and said to myself "wait Louie (my familys dog) shouldn't be here." I realized then I was in a dream. Thats when things got intense and I ran into my room and there where crazy lights all over the place, and then I looked down at my couch and there was a scary figure laying down on it and made a horrible sound, and then I woke myself up. Thats when I layed in my bed not able to move...
That side effect does not happen to me often. There is another side effect that happens alot more. The side effect is sometimes when I wake up from a dream or nightmare I will see a quick hallucination of either a image or a sound. I read up on this and it happens to lucid dreamers because the dream will be so intense and real like that when you wake up quick it takes a little bit to adjust to being awake which sometimes causes hallucinations. That can also be scarey.
A example of an hallucination that happend to be earlier this school year was I woke up and saw a lady all white, with white hair, and a white dress walk along my bed. I layed In my bed just watching her as she slowley disapeared...This only lasted for about 5 seconds but I was completley awake....
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Crying For the Moon
I feel like I'm stuck inside an episode of a tv show from my childhood that no matter how hard I try i can't remember....I think I threw off the balance of the world 7 years ago and now I'm cursed....Sometimes I have dreams/nightmares when I blink....I try so hard to remember the smell of the air I use to breath in so long ago....
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“I don’t know, I guess I just feel unsatisfied that’s all…Crying for the Moon”
“What?”
“It’s a saying my mom use to tell me. You see I don’t have anybody left to fight here; I’ll never be able to figure out who I am. But if I went back to demon world I would miss everybody…my mom, Keiko, hell even Kuwabara’s ugly mug.”
“Now where does the moon come into this?”
“That’s what the saying means; no matter what you have you’ll always want what’s out of reach, you’re crying for the moon.”
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Sunday, February 27, 2011
We used to Wait
This sunday I did nothing at all...I was to lazy to get changed and ready to go out and get lunch so I just stayed home and had a pop tart....Then for dinner like before I didnt feel like getting dress so I just threw on a jacket and went through Wendy's drive thru...
What did I do inbetween a pop tart and wendys drive thru you ask? Well I surfed the internet, played some video games, and watched some Netflix...A few days ago I saw thay they had this show called 'Kyle XY' on instant watch and I remember seeing the previews for that show a couple of years back so I saved that bad boy to my Queue...Today felt like a good day to start watching it so i did....AND IT IS AMAZING...I watched like the first 3 (or 4) episodes and it's so good so far...
Oh yeah and I'm listening to 'We used to Wait' by Arcade fire...
What did I do inbetween a pop tart and wendys drive thru you ask? Well I surfed the internet, played some video games, and watched some Netflix...A few days ago I saw thay they had this show called 'Kyle XY' on instant watch and I remember seeing the previews for that show a couple of years back so I saved that bad boy to my Queue...Today felt like a good day to start watching it so i did....AND IT IS AMAZING...I watched like the first 3 (or 4) episodes and it's so good so far...
Oh yeah and I'm listening to 'We used to Wait' by Arcade fire...
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Help me I'm Hungry
I'm going crazy trying to think of what college I should go to...and the worst part is my parents need an ansewr by later tonight and i still have no idea...I really want to go to the one further from home but if i do im rolling the dice, because if i dont get a room with its own private bathroom i dont think i could handle living there...If i go to the one closer to home if i dont get a room with its own bath room i could go to my back up plan and just live back home and comute....but i really dont want to comute because that would be like a 45 min drive everyday to get to my classes. My head hurts...alot...
To make matter worst it's almost 630 and i havent eating a bite of anything since i had breakfast at around 930...I'm very hungry...
A wicked man
picked off the scabs and fed them
To the pigeons
Help him, he is so cornered
Kill him, your mercy whore will
To make matter worst it's almost 630 and i havent eating a bite of anything since i had breakfast at around 930...I'm very hungry...
A wicked man
picked off the scabs and fed them
To the pigeons
Help him, he is so cornered
Kill him, your mercy whore will
Thursday, February 24, 2011
What Time is it!?!
ADVENTURE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Seriously like one of the funniest shows ever....Theres new episodes on like every monday but for some reason i always seem to forget, therefor missing the new episodes....I've missed like the past 4 weeks worth of new episodes so i'm hoping that on this thursday night they will be showing re-runs of the episodes that i havent seen yet...
Speaking of hilarious shows, I have been watching 'The Angry beavers' on netflix, and it's just as funny as i remember it being.
I hate not having classes on Thursdays and then having one on a friday, because I feel like it's the weekend already when it isn't...
Seriously like one of the funniest shows ever....Theres new episodes on like every monday but for some reason i always seem to forget, therefor missing the new episodes....I've missed like the past 4 weeks worth of new episodes so i'm hoping that on this thursday night they will be showing re-runs of the episodes that i havent seen yet...
Speaking of hilarious shows, I have been watching 'The Angry beavers' on netflix, and it's just as funny as i remember it being.
I hate not having classes on Thursdays and then having one on a friday, because I feel like it's the weekend already when it isn't...
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
High and Dry
Hello this might be my first blog post, and my name might be Nick....
I decided to maybe start keeping a blog to help me rember what I did from day to day....
Well today I went to the mall after my International film class and bought 'Preacher: Gone to Texas' which is volume 1 of this graphic novel series that is suppose to be very good...
After that I ate a sandwitch!!!! It was good!!!!!
Oh yeah and i'm listening to "High and Dry" by Radiohead.....great song....
Later Gator
I decided to maybe start keeping a blog to help me rember what I did from day to day....
Well today I went to the mall after my International film class and bought 'Preacher: Gone to Texas' which is volume 1 of this graphic novel series that is suppose to be very good...
After that I ate a sandwitch!!!! It was good!!!!!
Oh yeah and i'm listening to "High and Dry" by Radiohead.....great song....
Later Gator
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